Almost three days ago, I mentioned in a news post something very dear to my heart, and of how I was feeling. I felt I could not keep it all in, to hide it; so I did not. I did not want to hide what I was feeling. Not anymore.
I have hidden a lot about myself in the past. I actually have developmental and learning disabilites~ and that is okay! But I have hidden that from most people. I felt I had to hide a lot about myself due to my experiences with people. And those experiences gave me the impression that I could not reveal certain things about myself even when someone made me feel I could; or be too attached/too caring.
But I learned the hard way however in January 2014. Confused, I thought I could no longer get attached to people. Due to my experiences with people, I misjudged someone, and I was proved wrong.
And I have learned! To NOT hide who I am! To NOT hide how and what I am feeling! About anyone~ or anything... I have learned to take off that mask I had.